• All Songs

    NOW THAT I KNOW
  • Now that UB Boy knows what Life is, he has to live it. Is this the same? In this collection of 3 albums UB Boy grows into his life that unfolds as it unfolds for everybody. Is it an extra power, an extra compass, now that UB Boy knows? Let’s see what he sees.

  • Hide and Seek

    October 1, 1987
    Hide and Seek

    Cold but new UB Boy now trusts the icy path to his past. He finds himself amongst his friends again in a time his family was a safe place to bloom in and explore. That place had a radius that matched UB Child’s comprehension.

    The sound of iron

    November 1, 1987
    The sound of iron

    Now, what is better than day dreaming? Trust yourself to have a good night’s sleep and dream and dream and, wow, get lost in a dream. After several fake exits, UB Boy is lucky to find the right door to step in his empty but trusted grandparental home again.

    A wintry day in '69

    December 1, 1987
    A wintry day in '69

    And again something tries to fool UB Boy in his own dreams. Is it an ancient voice that whispers key messages in his dreaming ears. Should he write those down?

    So cold here

    January 1, 1988
    So cold here

    After these three intriguing dreams where UB Boy gets lost in his past, he moves himself over to the stove. But it doesn’t work. Who can fire up this place? Anyone..?

    The colour I bleed

    April 1, 1988
    The colour I bleed

    And there she is again. Deluciana. Now she can fire up a place! Oh no, UB Boy starts dripping deep hot red. How can he hold her hand as her brother anyway?! As she makes the snow evaporate in an instant!

    Into the next gear (Joe)

    April 1, 1988
    Into the next gear (Joe)

    And then there comes Joe. Just happily riding his bicycle. With no intentions at all this guy smoothly speeds up to the Universe’s speed limit. Or is this the normal speed and is everything slower the result of unnecessary burden.

    The Mouthorgan-kiss

    May 1, 1988
    The Mouthorgan-kiss

    UB Boy would like to mind-meld with his playful friend Deluciana. Of course this is no 23rd century Star Trek episode, so he blows all his life into a mouthorgan and hands it over. Deluciana doesn’t know how the instrument works and overlooks that she can blow AND draw…

    The escalator song

    June 1, 1988
    The escalator song

    Climbing, still climbing, for years moving up now. That reminds UB Boy of the well known boardinghouse in The Hague. The last elevator was not meant for customers to take. And why is that so?!

    She is total...

    July 1, 1988
    She is total...

    Deluciana is not the way out. Kill your darlings. But UB Boy can’t kill his darling girl. So he comes after himself..! This is when people come to self-mutilation. Oops.

    Dancing in the ballroom

    For years now UB Boy tries to find the exit out of this painful situation. But he sees himself moving in circles as the reflections in the glass follow him wherever he goes. Can’t he just break the glass?

    Songs are made of iron

    October 1, 1988
    Songs are made of iron

    Why sing of Hope & Glory? Songs don’t change UB Boy’s World. They tell about stories already gone and don’t pave the path ahead. If true then this will be UB Boy’s last song.

    I see concrete

    October 1, 1988
    I see concrete

    So let’s sing about stories long gone then. Like this moment in young UB’s Life. He had this picture of a concrete factory alongside a canal near the village of Overschie. So he takes his bicycle and rides to where it should be. And D**n, there it is. Saved until this day to be sung.

    Heading for the East

    December 1, 1988
    Heading for the East

    Another unfinished business then, let’s finish this journey. It started in UB’s new room at his grandmother’s, remember?! He smoked a cigarette with his beautiful cousin to celebrate he made it all the way to September. And Colours came from East.

    A brick of life

    February 1, 1989
    A brick of life

    Now UB Boy gets the hang of it. In a dream he detects a warm brick cemented deep in his construction. It is his punk girl..! All these years loyal by his side. Even lying next to him UB Boy has to detect her...

    What do you want me to play?

    Okay, so if all UB Boy expresses has no effect on his path, you tell him what to play! Tell him who he is and especially WHERE the hack he is.

    Spider-thread

    June 1, 1989
    Spider-thread

    Sitting on a dune-top UB Boy realizes that his home town is a thin layer on top of this land. So all this time he found himself in nature..! And yes, he now hears some ancient tune. Like a spider thread carried by the wind.

    It's a beautiful day

    July 2, 1989
    It's a beautiful day

    It's a beautiful day. It is. To do what?

    Where am I..?

    August 1, 1989
    Where am I..?

    The strangest thing happens. With every step UB Boy takes, he sinks deeper in the pavement. In the dunes underneath this sedate suburb. He loses control of where he is. The streetname tells him exactly where, but it makes no sense. Wow, is it this some kind of location crisis?

    I am so ANGRY

    September 1, 1989
    I am so ANGRY

    UB Boy feels a pure and clean anger in his body, for it doesn’t seem to relate to some incident. It doesn’t feel bad though.

    When I walk away

    September 1, 1989
    When I walk away

    And now UB wants to walk away from home, from his mother. But he left his parental home years ago?! Where do you wanna go to UB Boy?

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