Then Boop* will take Beep* by the hand to unknown grounds. They have to give in to the mere hope that all ends well. It's not a new chapter they step into, but a new Book. “We’ll all wish you to find Happiness Beep* and Boop*!”
Such a stunning beauty chose to sit next to me and I keep philosophizing. Sometimes I wonder what I want. Somehow it’s hard for me to see and recognize my luck. Do I want to talk about the wonders, or do I want to live the wonders. Should I not have lived through those everlasting seconds waiting together for the elevator and should I caught her tongue straight away?? Or was waiting for the fine and right moment that never came the good choice?
I never did myself, but I heard stories about straight away and making out before even pushing the elevator button. “It was damn nice!” the guy told me and he got the beautiful girl... Yes, with the stress on ‘got’. He GOT her, one lustful night.
But then again, the cosmic realm extends so unimaginably further than a single night with some beautiful lady. And it is so precious that Beep* and I lived up to the moment that I came to see this realm anyway! And that the kiss simply is the key to its gate…
So, fine. Let me skip the doubts. I did right and am where I am now. Still forgive me my philosophies when you shine so bright Beep*. Forgive me for using big words like ‘cosmic’ and ‘realm’. And I’ll skip the bold & brave behaviour as well. The hardest thing in life to me is to simply follow God’s rules and to overstep the fears that those rules chain my needs. It is the doubt that chains. And I sense and know now that I am strong enough to give in to the hope that all ends well.
UB Duran 2018-2020