• I Believe

    BEEP* FOLLOWING MORNING

  • Boop* reaches through a 1000 worlds beyond his cosmic Horizon from where echo’s won’t return. He sparks a journey to his beloved Beep*. A cryptic route from the 5th floor to the Fourth. Will he break the code?

  • No Fiction

    Those extraordinary worlds stare us in the face from outer space.

  • The 1000 nearby suns are there. They are a fact. We can see them with the naked eye and those worlds can see us. We may be sceptical about civilizations up there, as they can be sceptical about our existence. Prove may take a 1000 years. I don’t wait for proof anymore. Einsteins theories are proven just now, a 100 years after. Fortunately he didn’t wait for approval and went on philosophizing and calculating. The western civilizations rely on proof and it made them great, sure. But so they are always one step behind.

    So accepting logic thoughts that are well balanced around the equation mark as proof in advance, I can calculate ahead. Calculate beyond our daily Earth’s conventions. This gives extremely more possibilities. But even with that amount of possibilities I still need to believe. Those possibilities start counting the moment I believe.

    Anyway, the big wonder to me is that all those exotic possibilities that lay far away outside our daily realm and that offer new calculations and new solutions, are fact. Watch the sky at night and they stare us boldly in the face. Non Fiction. And of course not only applicable to a Beep* quest to solve, but applicable to any daily or sacred question. That is extraordinary.

  • And so I may conclude: Where the perception of facts end, believe starts. Or within human proportions: Beep* awakens feelings in me. That is an emotional fact I believe. Circumstances are not in favour and put my believe under pressure. By holding on to facts and calculating smartly with these facts I hope to reestablish my believe. And believing in the initial feeling should be able to shape the future that was postponed. A wonder in itself, if this is a true universe’s mechanism.

  • Pulsar

    It’s fierce gamma rays will resonate through a 1000 worlds.

    If there is something that breaks through barriers it must be a pulsar. The most powerful object I know, more intriguing to me than a black hole. Such an enormous dense mass, weighing a few times more than our sun, but only 30 km across. And that electric and high energetic gamma rays radiating brick in the night sky rotates and pulsates a few times through a 1000 times a second with the precision of an atom clock. With that mass...!!! Can you imagine!??

  • See the recording of Renate's voice for 'I Believe'. And listen to how she thinks a woman would intonate her words. As her husband Sheraz and UB think as men, in the end we chose her intonation of "it Will" with a question mark...
  • Back in 2010 Renate Uddin slid very smoothly into UB’s life. Very caring from the start she was and never stopped being so. Her unconditional trust and pride in UB opened him up. And not only does he trust her with all his intimate thoughts and feelings, this mutual sharing also help the both of them to grow. A friend for life she is.

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  • Beep* September 17th 2017
    I Believe

    If I can’t see beyond the Horizon. If all Earth offers is all I believe. Then there is only one morality, one math. And I’m confined to our Star. Though one glance in the night sky and a thousand Suns are in my reach. One dot an entire world. Exotic moralities, more ways to calculate. If there is so much we don’t know. Yet those outer facts stare us in the face, from outer space. How can I close my eyes and give up searching. Just because we think it is too far fetched. You believe I reside beyond your cosmic Horizon, Boop*. From where echoes won’t return. Though if our Song is like a pulsar, it’s fierce gamma rays will resonate through a 1000 worlds. Then you will find me through a Message that you breathe passed on by the wind’s finest and tiniest of molecules. That spark electric waves across the smallest Universe and cross the magnetic radiation of my aura, it Will. That path will show, the moment I Believe, a then visible stairway from the 5th floor to the Fourth. I so bridge the gap and cast a Life Line to reach the gorgeous brunette custom shaped before I saw her.