When her Smile breaks through

Out of a dead corner Boop* meets Beep*! Wow! He tells her about the Song. And Tune & Beep* skyrocket to dazzling heights. Gone she is. Again. Those higher grounds seem impossible to reach. Will Boop* ever see her Smile to him again?

Indeed, what withholds me to step forward? All I have to do is believe. Do I doubt that our souls belong together? Does Beep*’s soul match better with someone else who fits better in her life? And are there so many more souls to match my soul and that fit better in my life? Or am I anxious to step in God’s shoes and pick my own woman. And so will arrogance be punished? >
> Yep, I think that is the point. Who am I to pick what I want. I always did, worked for me certainly. And that made me arrogant and that made me fail & fall. I then got silent and accepted what God gave me. Yet still, I don’t feel completely satisfied. I do wish to make my own choices, with respect of course. And that re-spect - "back-look" - looks back to the people surrounding me & the world around me. I won’t ever mean to satisfy my needs and so choose egoistically. Thus is a choice up to me, or up to God? >>

>> Well, as he created me out of anything available in this Universe and since he is Its Soul as well, and as he sculpted me in his image: My choice should be His choice. I could not have recognized Beep* as my soulmate if I wasn’t composed the way I am. And if she was not sculpted the way she was - by Him - with those final touches here and there, I would not have ever recognized her either.
So in a sense, Me* picking Her* and Her* picking Me* is God* picking himself. Okay, that is settled haha. Given by God - Donnée par Dieu - is the same as giving myself what feels natural. So giving myself what doesn’t come naturally, but what I force to come my way, won’t work. And God is so generous to say: If you know better than me, walk your way.
And that is the trial and error path we all know so well. Eventually we come back on the natural path. But not before we conquer ourselves.
As Jaap Visscher told: "He who conquers himself is stronger than he who takes a city". But then, since God loves me and loves each and everyone of us, he will always listen to me seriously and sense my deepest wishes. All I have to do is pronounce them.

Give my Soul

In my life there are things I rather avoid time and again. Consequences I rather not want to face. Cause I can’t bring up what I guess is needed. Is it a lack of confidence or am I plain lazy? In this case by not stepping forward, I agree to give Beep* away to Barry or Ronald. You know, those guys that better meet the requirements...
what it needs

They are not smart, but are the average kind a man women want. And so I degrade myself Ánd Beep*... I know these moments that I give up. As a child I already had those. So embarrassing. Giving achievements away and settle for less and Why..?
So now I finally became a man in his enchanting Garden, I hereby give it serious thought in why I should step forward and indeed ask God for what I truly wish for no scientific reason but...

Beep* November 18th 2017 through Februari 17th 2018
When her Smile breaks through
Out of a dead corner, she appears before me. So sudden, I can’t focus & see through her Face. Did you hear our song Beepielove*? is what escapes my lips. No. And off the charts the tune skyrocketed! Then silence filled the empty launch pad. Again. And I don’t know how to reach such heights. You is and are my Woman, Beep*. But this morning I can’t believe we will ever meet again. Though. All I have to do is say the words, that simple. All I have to do is pronounce my wish, that is His command. And the wind will breathe the message that will find you. And the electric waves will wash your full presence to my shore. Like if we were to meet you’ll rise before me. I’ll see a Smile pierce through your face, and Focus. The Sun will shine in its harmonic rays, Beepielove*! Yes. And on the charts you land!

Donnée par Dieu